tiz iz e 1st time tat i have ever written in a journal and i guess its about time tat i wrote 1 as i have kept a lot of things bottled up inside of mi 4 a very long time. 1st of all, y cant ppl be truly caring towards each other? y do ppl laugh when u make a mistake or a spill? y iz there hatered, hate, suffering and hyprocritsy in the world? if tiz waz the doing of pandora's box, at least there iz hope 4 everyone. i hate my life, iwaz born tiz way n now as a result i have 2 put up wit constant humiliation and teasing and theres no1 i can confide 2 as since i started sch, i have always cum home 2 four lonely walls thus i have no 1 to confide in and so i keep my a lot of things bottled up inside. i have often thought "would death end all is budden i thought of my grandma hu iz the only person i can confide in" as a result, i dropped the idea. i haf always bin 2 trusting of ppl thus i often get cheated and as a result im beginning 2 lose my faith in ppl. often i provide gd counselling 4 ppl but nt 4 myself. i realli dunno wad 2 do wit my life animore, sum1 pls help mi. bc of my looks, i haf always lacked confidence and felt inferior thus i would keep 2 myself and in public, i do nt dare 2 make ani frens at all. as a result im always alone sumtimes tats a gd tink but most of the time i juz fil so lonely n i wish tat there waz sum1 there 4 mi. my family? i dun even noe if mi real dad iz alive or dead thus im now living wit my mom and a stepdad and their son. all of the time, wad i do iz wrong n their son iz always rite and they never spare a thought 4 mi always scolding mi without any reasons. i cant wait till i haf enough money then i will move out n have my own freedom 2 do wadever i wan as they r always making decisions 4 mi. y cant they allow mi 2 do wad i wan? they r always saying tat it iz 4 mi own good budden its all lies! i realli wish i could haf more frens. i also wish tat i could haf confidence as even if i like a gal i can never sae it out. in sch i get bullied everydae but i take it in my stride but when i cum hm its juz fils so cold and lonely and i juz haf 2 numb myself from tiz world!
Your sign of frustration is....Well, nothing. You
never get frustrated, which is very odd.
Nothing bothers you, and you act very sensible
when you are faced with a problem. Remember
though, that it is alright to get frustrated on
certain occasions, for it is only natural.
What sign of frustration are you?
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