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I am who I am. No matter what you do or say, I will never change for you... You don't have to care, all you have to do is shut up and read!
Wow, its truly been a long time since i last wrote an entry! Well for me, this blog is a place where I can actually "speak" to someone. Well, a lot has changed since I last blogged. It has been more than a year since I quit TVM and I am now working in suntec. A lot has happened to me in the past year. First, i failed my Os and i had to repeat it again and i reallt feel so stupid and like a loser that i had to repeat my studies. I keep wondering why am i just so stupid and what i really want to do with my life but i always draw a blank when it comes to this question. Actually, going back to St. Pats has been quite enjoyable and i have become better friends with Azzad. But, in the process, many of my old friends do not hold me so dear anymore. Whenever they go out, I'm always not considered, I really feel so forsaken and lonely, is having friends whom i can have fun with all the times too much to ask? Anyway, I have once again lent someone a huge amount of money and I'm really not sure would he return it but I'm really holding on to the human faith even though it has let me down plently of times. I sometimes wonder is this the amount of karma i have acumalated in my past life. I really hope that I can get back all my money as I'm not rich and i need the money to buy the things that i want and i don't want to keep bothering my mother for money and keep getting looked down upon by people. I really wish that my life was truly another way but i just got to accept what life hands me with a pinch of salt. It really depends on how you choose to view life.
x8vi3r 4:36 pm
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