Don't Look Here!!!!

Been really busy these few days therefore I'm not able to blog as frequent as I would have liked to. Anyway, on thursday I went to work 12 - 5 bud as I had nothing else to do I agreed to OT however, Sean is really a piece of arrogant shit man. Why does he have to make so much noise over a small matter? He should just shut up after he said something once. Anyway, I don't want to say too much as what's done is already done thus there's no need to remember that. After work on thursday, I, Zhu Ma, Albert, Deric ad Salina went to Barcode at Boat Quay to find Jason and the captains except Zhu Ma left quite early so left Wai Wai and me there only and soon the first bottle of martell was finished thus Jason opened another and we continued drinking and at the pub, the waitress were really cute but I stand no chance therefore I can only look. Anyway after like 2 bottles, we were quite high liao so we went off and we sent Jason and his friend to a horel and I went home. Anyway, because of thaI woke up at 4.15pm and I was supposed to work at 5 thus I did everything quickly and took a taxi down to Suntec and reached there at around 4.52 like that so was quite lucky. After work, went home because got nothing else to do as there were not many OT staff so I just went home. Missed the opening game of the World Cup, wasted. Worked on saturday again, 4 - 9, the job was quite ok and I rushed home as I wanted to watch the England match but when I reached home, I realised that the match was at 9pm instead of 12 so I missed the whole match. I really feel so empty within, everywhere I go, I see couples and I really feel so lonely. I really wish that there was someone here with me. Deep down within me there is an endless void that I don't even know will it ever be filled so that I will find contentment. I really wish that there was someone with me always. I just feel so sad and lonely sometimes that I want to cry it all out but I can't. I must be strong.

x8vi3r 3:09 am