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I am who I am. No matter what you do or say, I will never change for you... You don't have to care, all you have to do is shut up and read!
Today's post will be one that is full of random stuff.
I really hate people who talk behind my back, if you have something against me, say it to my face, don't say it behind my back! If you have the guts to say it, say it to me instead of saying behind my back. I'm the kind of person who hears a lot of things so most of the time, I will know what you have said however, I choose not to pay any attention to it. I treat you as a close friend yet you do this to me. Fine, I will not bother you anymore!
I'm really too trusting of my 'friends'. Once I have accepted you as a friend, I will help you in whatever way I can therefore, I can cheated many time because of this. Why can't I be more hard hearted?
Due to my aloof nature when I'm alone, I don't have many real friends. I may seem like I get along well with many people, in reality, there's no one I can call upon should I have the need.
Why do I always attract the wrong company? Why can't I mix with the right kind of people? I always seem to attract the kind of people that I don't really want around me. I might listen to you talk for a while however, keep your droning to yourself, I don't need your whole life story or what you think of everyone and the world. I have my own life too, I can't possibly listen to you everyday. However, I don't want to hurt anyone so I just pretend to listen but what I really want is for you ti shut up and leave me alone. Is that too much to ask?
Another thing that I want to add is how Christmas is now so commercialised, I can't walk anywhere without a reminder that Christmas is just around the corner. When I go out, I see decorations, when I go shopping centers, I see huge trees and Christmas music playing over and over again and this started around the beginning of November. What is the true meaning of Christmas? I hate it when corporate fat cats take things that were once fun and made it into their own personal cash cow!
People tend to judge me quickly and easily however is that who I really am? I live my life the way I want it so I don't need your opinions and so called advices. Just let me die on my own if that's what I want.
Shit, I'm beginning to hear those voices again. they should just shut up!
x8vi3r 7:42 am
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