I'm awfully moody today; it must be because of the holidays. I'm also very cynical so I'm really sorry Hui Ling because I kept giving you the impression that I'm irritated and not listening but in fact I'm listening but it's the fact that I'm just so sick and tired of everything Anyway, I'm just back from another night of drifting aimless around. These few days, I keep having conversations with myself so to the people around, that's just me so don't be scared because it won't do you any harm. People keep asking me why do I listen my music at such loud volume well, the answer is that it keep the voices around me quiet be it from others or from my head!