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I am who I am. No matter what you do or say, I will never change for you... You don't have to care, all you have to do is shut up and read!
I'm really feeling so depressed these few days and the reasons that kept me going everyday are gone, instead in it's place and pain suffering and anguish. I've really been crying so much these few days and the only way I can get to sleep is by crying myself to sleep. Everywhere I go, I'm reminded of my own pathetic life. I may seem like I have a lot of friends but in reality, non have I. I'm just so tired, I guess I'm getting too old for all of these. Even those few that I've considered friends have left me so I'm just sitting here wondering where it all went wrong? I really dislike going back to my house, I rather stay out late and then just coming back to sleep, it's really more like a hotel/house rather than a home. Another incident has happened that has caused me plenty of anguish that I really wish that I can rip my heart out so that I don't have to feel anymore. Slitting wrists and other self mutilation don't work anymore instead the more you do it, the more will you be hooked onto it. School sucks, classmates suck and the whole learning sucks. Everything just has no meaning anymore.
The time that I spent in the institute is really much better than out here. At least inside, people are not fake and it's so very peaceful in there!
x8vi3r 5:44 pm
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